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One day,
Night became
A white skirf.
& she tried to cover
Her privacy
With that.
But her master had
Thrown it to dark.
Told,
"Where there is poverty,
There is no privacy."
(A poem by Anita)
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LOSING FREEDOM
by anita19f
07/13/2008 - 19:34
I am not in a jail;
But I cannot see the sky of my own.
My hands & legs are free to move;
But I can't go anywhere I like.
I can't see whatever I like to see;
I can't read whatever I like to read.
My voice is free;
But I can't say anything against them.
When I see my image
In the mirror of my mind
I get myself
In a jail,
A jail made by them,
Where I have
No freedom.
(A poem by Anita)
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SECRETLY MY MIND GOES TO MY HOME
by anita19f
07/12/2008 - 15:01
Secretly, my mind goes to my home,
The home, which I liked most,
The scene comes to my mind fresh:
My mother is praynig to God there
For welfare of the home
& for his son & daughters &
for the soul of our deceased father.
Brother is reading the textbooks
Preparing his next day class.
Two sisters working in kitchen
Making the food for night.
Oh my all family is there
& I m so away from them.
I secretly fells my tear here.
O' my mom, brother & sisters,
I wd soon come there.
(A poem by Anita)
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SHE COMES TO THE OTHER MAN KEEPING HER HUSBAND IN BED
by anita19f
07/10/2008 - 02:53
Everything cannot be done secretly;
Evidence opens up it.
Keeping her husband in bed
Everynight she came to him;
He was strong, rich & beautiful;
He satisfied her fully.
One day she declared pregnant.
Her husband knew it is not his child,
As he did vasectomy.
But generousity made him
To accept it, he told-
I wd accept it,
Even I know it is not my child.
The wife wept out,
She became dumb
With joys
& shame to herself.
(A poem by Anita)
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One day
She dreamt a dream –
Of a prince
Who came to her
& kissed her.
Then he tried to
Find her secrecies
She tried to hide herself
By her two hands;
But prince removed her hands
& opened her secrecies
Her love also
Got up from sleep.
She accepted
The love of the prince.
Both got married then.
(A poem by Anita)
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YELLOW BIRDS
by anita19f
07/07/2008 - 15:49
Yellow birdsCame to our paddy fields.
Paddies were growing
& flourishing in the fields.
We all were thinking to harvest
Good crops this year.
But yellow birds
Has swallowed most of the crops.
The remains only we got.
We don’t know
How we would pass the year
With this much little rice!!!
(A poem by Anita)
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She looked herself. Would he like it?
“Why not? She is only 27. May be due to overwork & stress & starvation, she looks little bit exhausted & poor.” She told herself.
Her two children are sleeping without food. She gave the mosquito net to them & came out of the home wearing a black sari.
She locked her house from outside. Before dawn, before the children got up, she would come back.
She knows where she would go now. She works that young man’s house everyday as a casual worker; he is a newly joined engineer in the company, he is 22 years age. Several days he had given her indication for sharing his love. But she refused. In fact, she was keeping her sanctity till date. But now the starvation takes her to take this extreme decision. Her husband expired 1 year before. From then she was struggling to survive by working to others, but now prices are climbing so high that last 2 days she could not give her children anything.
She knocked the door of Shantanu. It was 10-30 pm, Shantanu just came back from his factory after doing evening shift. He opened the door. He stunned by looking her.
She told, “You wanted me once, but I denied then, but now I m bound, my sons r not taking anything last 2 days, how can we survive, price is soaring higher day by day, I hv no other option, but to give my body to somebody else, but whom I wd give? All r notorious. U r new, I know u, u r good, once u called me to ur bedroom, I refused then, today I m surrendering u, I m coming to u sir.”
Shantanu had no earlier experience with any girl or any woman; he was in an other company for around 6 months, then joined this 3 months back, from the beginning Amrita is doing work in his house, she is neat & beautiful. He knows Amrita is a widow, a mother of two, still she is beautiful, having a very descent look.
One holiday, while Amrita was asking money he gripped her hand & asked to come to his bedroom. Amrita told, she wants to keep her sanctity. Shantanu did not insist. He left her with a kiss in her hand.
Today she has come to sleep with him, to surrender herself to him.
But Shantanu is a man of different nature. He assessed her problems first. He told little angrily, “Why did not tell this earlier. You & your 2 sons are starving for 2 days, & now I wd enjoy
Tears came out from Amrita’s eyes. She knows his kitchen, she works here last 3 months, she knows where foodstuff is kept. She made quickly their food.
Shantanu took a bath & p
Shantanu came out with the car to Amrita’s house along with her. Amrita opened the door of their poor house. Inside, the children were sleeping silently. She called them, but they were not willing to come up, as starvation made her too weak. She told, “Come Jeetu & come Meetu, we have to take food, food is ready now.” They couldn’t believe themselves. How food would come here? Is it a dream or some fun is making by her mother?
They looked an unknown person is standing by their mother. They came up near to her mother. Amrita introduced him with her sons, & told them to call him as “uncle”. Then told them where they have to go.
With Amrita & her two children, Shantanu came to his house; food were already p
“Where is yours?” Shantanu asked.
“I would take after yours.”
“No, that can’t be happened, put
Amrita became bound to arrange her food too. Then Shantanu told everybody, “start now.”
After a long time Amrita & her 2 children got good food. The children were so happy, after 2 days they r getting food.
While all finished dinner, it became midnight, the bell of the factory rang 12 times. Shantanu’s house had 2 bedrooms, he told Amrita to sleep with her sons in the other room, & he himself came to his room. Amrita washed the cookware & dinner plates they used quickly & then went to the room given to them. She made her children to sleep quickly there.
Shantanu sleeps late always. He read literature at night. He put on his table lamp & started reading a novel. He thought he would sleep a little bit late.
But after passing 15 mins, his room’s door was knocked. Shantanu thought some problem may have come to the children or Amrita. He immediately opened the door. He was stunned to see that Amrita is standing wearing only a white petticoat & a bra.
She told, “My children have slept, but I vowed u I wd surrender myself to u, if u want now I have no objection Shantanu.”
Shantanu looked her. She looked more beautiful with this underwear dress.
As a young man he always wanted to touch her, see her beauty. He brought her inside the room.
He told her to sit in his bed.
“Yes Amrita, I wanted to see u, ur all beauty, but don’t like to do even that if u don’t want now, u know I m too young to see u, as u r a mother & much elder than me, but u r beautiful, looked gorgeous, I wanted to see as I have never seen a girl or woman fully, I don’t know females, I don’t know even how to behave with a woman, I am in hostel from my childhood, I read in boys’ school, though in colleges I met girls, I never looked on them, I was too shy, I m ashamed that I requested u on that day sleep with me, today I have done my duty listening ur problems, that is I hv done selflessly. I don’t want to take the advantage of
Tears again rolled out from Amrita’s eyes. This is tears of ecstasy. She overwhelmed with Shantanu’s words.
With joy she told Shantanu, “I really want to sleep with u today Shantanu, not due to poverty or to acknowledge ur help, but to feel ur true love, u r a very good person, I wd feel u r my second husband, after my husband’s death I was keeping sanctity of my body very carefully, today I want to lose it to a very nice person, I wd feel lucky if I can sleep with u taking the warmth of ur love.”
Shantanu closed the novel he was reading. He put off the light & laid in his bed along with Amrita, in the enclosure of mosquito net.
Amrita came closer to him, very close. Her hot breaths made Shantanu almost mad & helpless. Slowly her hot kisses made his faces & lips wet. Then the waves of her beautiful body covers his thoughts. He started swimming in the ocean of her love. He didn’t know what he was doing with her at that time. She was directing & he was doing accordingly. When he lost himself in the lap of sleep, he didn’t know.
In the morning while he got up, he saw Amrita is being ready to go out of his house with her two sons in the room given to them. He called Amrita alone to his room.
“What u r doing”
“Being ready to go to our house”
“Amrita, u told me as your second husband at the night, now why u want to leaving me. Can any good wife go leaving his husband?”
Amrita laughed a little, “But u r so big, u r so good, I want to see u with a beautiful young girl. I am sorry for the deeds I have done with u in the night.”
“No, not at all, what u have done, it is natural need to people. U have given me life, I had forgotten nature, u reminded me, I don’t feel any bad for that, I enjoyed a lot, a heavenly ecstasy, I got, I would be always thankful to u for that. Amrita, please don’t go leaving me; u can stay with your 2 sons here with me, no problem.”
“See Shantanu, I am a widow, if I stay here & sleep with u time to time, I would be a pregnant, the society would hate me & my sons, they would punish me as per their norms.”
“No, that would not happen, even if u would become pregnant, that progeny would be ours, I would keep all responsibility of that baby to build up, men want widow should not pregnant, but not God, I believe in God Amrita.”
Amrita stood very near to Shantanu, face to face, she told, “Are u really telling u want to make me pregnant.”
“Really Amrita, I would make u pregnant, only by last night experience, I could understand how sweet u r, I would like to get a progeny from such a sweet woman.”
“But when u marry, she would be angry & u would leave us.”
“No, this wouldn’t be the case, I vow, she would be kind hearted to accept u & your family as her own.”
Amrita accepted the proposal of Shantanu. She stayed in Shantanu’s house from that day. Shantanu even barred her from going to any houses for housework. He had borne the whole expenditure of her family.
Each night, after her sons’ sleep, she came to Shantanu’s room to sleep together. Shantanu put his whole efforts to make her pregnant. After a few months she declared as pregnant. Shantanu became a proud father of a beautiful daughter of Amrita after 10th month.
One year later, Shantanu got married to a very educated beautiful girl. Before marriage, Shantanu bought a house for Amrita & started paying total expenditure for running her family.
But somehow his wife came to know about this. She called one day Amrita with her children to their house. Shantanu stunned with his wife works. He told everything to his wife.
After listening all, his wife told, “Why u r thinking I would feel bad, as her baby is your daughter, she is mine too; & Amrita thought u r her 2nd husband, why u don’t give now her to feel the same too? Today I am calling her for that only.”
After dinner & after the children got sleep, his wife called Amrita to sleep with them. Amrita hesitated first, but from his wife assurance she came to sleep, after more than one year later she slept with Shantanu.
Shantanu’s wife is 2 yr younger than Shantanu & 7 yr than Amrita, but what age matters? She first allowed Shantanu to love with Amrita, then herself with Shantanu.
When there remains love & respect to each other, nothing can appear as mystery.
She looked herself. Would he like it?
“Why not? She is only 27. May be due to overwork & stress & starvation, she looks little bit exhausted & poor.” She told herself.
Her two children are sleeping without food. She gave the mosquito net to them & came out of the home wearing a black sari.
She locked her house from outside. Before dawn, before the children got up, she would come back.
She knows where she would go now. She works that young man’s house everyday as a casual worker; he is a newly joined engineer in the company, he is 22 years age. Several days he had given her indication for sharing his love. But she refused. In fact, she was keeping her sanctity till date. But now the starvation takes her to take this extreme decision. Her husband expired 1 year before. From then she was struggling to survive by working to others, but now prices are climbing so high that last 2 days she could not give her children anything.
She knocked the door of Shantanu. It was 10-30 pm, Shantanu just came back from his factory after doing evening shift. He opened the door. He stunned by looking her.
She told, “You wanted me once, but I denied then, but now I m bound, my sons r not taking anything last 2 days, how can we survive, price is soaring higher day by day, I hv no other option, but to give my body to somebody else, but whom I wd give? All r notorious. U r new, I know u, u r good, once u called me to ur bedroom, I refused then, today I m surrendering u, I m coming to u sir.”
Shantanu had no earlier experience with any girl or any woman; he was in an other company for around 6 months, then joined this 3 months back, from the beginning Amrita is doing work in his house, she is neat & beautiful. He knows Amrita is a widow, a mother of two, still she is beautiful, having a very descent look.
One holiday, while Amrita was asking money he gripped her hand & asked to come to his bedroom. Amrita told, she wants to keep her sanctity. Shantanu did not insist. He left her with a kiss in her hand.
Today she has come to sleep with him, to surrender herself to him.
But Shantanu is a man of different nature. He assessed her problems first. He told little angrily, “Why did not tell this earlier. You & your 2 sons are starving for 2 days, & now I wd enjoy ur body, r u thinking I m a mad!, come soon inside, p
rep
are food both for us & for ur children, then we wd bring
ur
Tears came out from Amrita’s eyes. She knows his kitchen, she works here last 3 months, she knows where foodstuff is kept. She made quickly their food.
Shantanu took a bath & p
rep
ared with new dresses to bring the kids to his house.
Shantanu came out with the car to Amrita’s house along with her. Amrita opened the door of their poor house. Inside, the children were sleeping silently. She called them, but they were not willing to come up, as starvation made her too weak. She told, “Come Jeetu & come Meetu, we have to take food, food is ready now.” They couldn’t believe themselves. How food would come here? Is it a dream or some fun is making by her mother?
They looked an unknown person is standing by their mother. They came up near to her mother. Amrita introduced him with her sons, & told them to call him as “uncle”. Then told them where they have to go.
With Amrita & her two children, Shantanu came to his house; food were already p
rep
ared. Amrita arranged everything in the dinner table except her.
“Where is yours?” Shantanu asked.
“I would take after yours.”
“No, that can’t be happened, put
ur
Amrita became bound to arrange her food too. Then Shantanu told everybody, “start now.”
After a long time Amrita & her 2 children got good food. The children were so happy, after 2 days they r getting food.
While all finished dinner, it became midnight, the bell of the factory rang 12 times. Shantanu’s house had 2 bedrooms, he told Amrita to sleep with her sons in the other room, & he himself came to his room. Amrita washed the cookware & dinner plates they used quickly & then went to the room given to them. She made her children to sleep quickly there.
Shantanu sleeps late always. He read literature at night. He put on his table lamp & started reading a novel. He thought he would sleep a little bit late.
But after passing 15 mins, his room’s door was knocked. Shantanu thought some problem may have come to the children or Amrita. He immediately opened the door. He was stunned to see that Amrita is standing wearing only a white petticoat & a bra.
She told, “My children have slept, but I vowed u I wd surrender myself to u, if u want now I have no objection Shantanu.”
Shantanu looked her. She looked more beautiful with this underwear dress.
As a young man he always wanted to touch her, see her beauty. He brought her inside the room.
He told her to sit in his bed.
“Yes Amrita, I wanted to see u, ur all beauty, but don’t like to do even that if u don’t want now, u know I m too young to see u, as u r a mother & much elder than me, but u r beautiful, looked gorgeous, I wanted to see as I have never seen a girl or woman fully, I don’t know females, I don’t know even how to behave with a woman, I am in hostel from my childhood, I read in boys’ school, though in colleges I met girls, I never looked on them, I was too shy, I m ashamed that I requested u on that day sleep with me, today I have done my duty listening ur problems, that is I hv done selflessly. I don’t want to take the advantage of
ur
Tears again rolled out from Amrita’s eyes. This is tears of ecstasy. She overwhelmed with Shantanu’s words.
With joy she told Shantanu, “I really want to sleep with u today Shantanu, not due to poverty or to acknowledge ur help, but to feel ur true love, u r a very good person, I wd feel u r my second husband, after my husband’s death I was keeping sanctity of my body very carefully, today I want to lose it to a very nice person, I wd feel lucky if I can sleep with u taking the warmth of ur love.”
Shantanu closed the novel he was reading. He put off the light & laid in his bed along with Amrita, in the enclosure of mosquito net.
Amrita came closer to him, very close. Her hot breaths made Shantanu almost mad & helpless. Slowly her hot kisses made his faces & lips wet. Then the waves of her beautiful body covers his thoughts. He started swimming in the ocean of her love. He didn’t know what he was doing with her at that time. She was directing & he was doing accordingly. When he lost himself in the lap of sleep, he didn’t know.
In the morning while he got up, he saw Amrita is being ready to go out of his house with her two sons in the room given to them. He called Amrita alone to his room.
“What u r doing”
“Being ready to go to our house”
“Amrita, u told me as your second husband at the night, now why u want to leaving me. Can any good wife go leaving his husband?”
Amrita laughed a little, “But u r so big, u r so good, I want to see u with a beautiful young girl. I am sorry for the deeds I have done with u in the night.”
“No, not at all, what u have done, it is natural need to people. U have given me life, I had forgotten nature, u reminded me, I don’t feel any bad for that, I enjoyed a lot, a heavenly ecstasy, I got, I would be always thankful to u for that. Amrita, please don’t go leaving me; u can stay with your 2 sons here with me, no problem.”
“See Shantanu, I am a widow, if I stay here & sleep with u time to time, I would be a pregnant, the society would hate me & my sons, they would punish me as per their norms.”
“No, that would not happen, even if u would become pregnant, that progeny would be ours, I would keep all responsibility of that baby to build up, men want widow should not pregnant, but not God, I believe in God Amrita.”
Amrita stood very near to Shantanu, face to face, she told, “Are u really telling u want to make me pregnant.”
“Really Amrita, I would make u pregnant, only by last night experience, I could understand how sweet u r, I would like to get a progeny from such a sweet woman.”
“But when u marry, she would be angry & u would leave us.”
“No, this wouldn’t be the case, I vow, she would be kind hearted to accept u & your family as her own.”
Amrita accepted the proposal of Shantanu. She stayed in Shantanu’s house from that day. Shantanu even barred her from going to any houses for housework. He had borne the whole expenditure of her family.
Each night, after her sons’ sleep, she came to Shantanu’s room to sleep together. Shantanu put his whole efforts to make her pregnant. After a few months she declared as pregnant. Shantanu became a proud father of a beautiful daughter of Amrita after 10th month.
One year later, Shantanu got married to a very educated beautiful girl. Before marriage, Shantanu bought a house for Amrita & started paying total expenditure for running her family.
But somehow his wife came to know about this. She called one day Amrita with her children to their house. Shantanu stunned with his wife works. He told everything to his wife. 
After listening all, his wife told, “Why u r thinking I would feel bad, as her baby is your daughter, she is mine too; & Amrita thought u r her 2nd husband, why u don’t give now her to feel the same too? Today I am calling her for that only.”
After dinner & after the children got sleep, his wife called Amrita to sleep with them. Amrita hesitated first, but from his wife assurance she came to sleep, after more than one year later she slept with Shantanu. 
Shantanu’s wife is 2 yr younger than Shantanu & 7 yr than Amrita, but what age matters? She first allowed Shantanu to love with Amrita, then herself with Shantanu.
When there remains love & respect to each other, nothing can appear as mystery.
(A story by Anita)
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Through the ocean of love
I reached your heart
I found my image there
Now how can I hide myself
From the image itself
I unfolded my all secrets
My glory & beauty
Just like a rose bud
That opens her tender petals
When reaches her time.
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